I don't understand

Why do I miss you all the time?

Why do I even care that I never get to see you?

Do you even care about me anymore?

I wish things could go back to the way they were

You always say that you are going to call

I sit here and wait and wait all day
Not a single ring and again I'm disappointed

I know you're very busy and that you don't have much time
I don't see why I always get my hopes up when I know it's never going to happen
You say that you never get to see me
You say that we should get together sometime
But I know it would never happen

I wish you wouldn't tell me these things
I would rather not know and therefore I wouldn't get so upset when it didn't happen
I try and call you and get nothing in return

It would seem that you don't even want to talk to me anymore
Even though you always say that you do
I just don't understand and it's messing with my head
I would love to talk to you
But I always feel annoying and I don't want to bug you

You said you were proud of me
You said that I was a good kid
You were there for me when nobody else was
You believed in me
So where are you?

I just don't understand.......

When You Wish Upon A Star.....Your Dreams Can Come True

I wish for many things.

I wish on stars...ever since I was little

I wish on 11:11 almost every chance I get

I wish that everyone could get along and just love each other...the world would be a better place

I wish that I wouldn't worry so much about everything

I wish that I could go back to the way things used to be....

I wish that I could talk to someone without feeling guilty

I wish that I would get a phone call back whenever I try and call someone

I wish I wouldn't feel annoying that I text people too much

I wish I didn't miss people as much as I do

I wish I wasn't so scared of people

I wish certain people wern't so busy that they can't talk to certain people

I wish that certain people wern't angry with me and filled with hatred...it's making my life miserable

I wish I didn't care so much about what people think of me....it's driving me crazy

I wish I didn't get tired so often...so I could stay awake and chat

I wish I knew how my future would turn out.....so I wouldn't be so terrified of the outcome

I wish I was better at Chemistry....that way I would feel more secure about grades

I wish I loved myself like I'm supposed to....I'm my own worst enemy

I wish I was pretty and not a fatty

I wish I could find somebody to love me for me...and not what I could do

I wish all our shelter animals can find loving forever homes....it hurts to see them so sad

I wish I wasn't so nervous about grad school and getting in

I wish I could see all my Greenville friends again....I miss them so much

I wish Clinton Country wasn't so boring and that there is other things to do then drink yourself to death

I wish I could get a job so I don't feel like a bum anymore

I wish life was simpler

I wish the night didn't feel so lonely....I'm tired of crying

I wish people wern't so cruel....it makes me doubt the human race sometimes

I wish we got to meet keith when I was younger....we could have really used him back then.

I wish life wasn't such a crazy rollercoaster ride...but that is what makes me who I am. The things that happened in my past are what shapes what I do in the future and how I live my life....I am me and I can't do anything to change that...I wish people could see that....